where the wild things are

Fri, 03 Jul 2009 22:02:04 GMT

Off to a partyyyy! BBQ! It's amusing how once high school is finished, everyone's all, "Oh shit! We're all going different places this September! Let's have a lot of parties!" But hey! I'm not complaining...

Unfortunately my two super close friends won't be going (one might be for an hour or two at 11. D:) so that'll be fun... And then there's drama with the people there, which makes it even better.

Well! I'll post more about what happens later...got to go!

Hahaha...

Sat, 20 Jun 2009 05:23:09 GMT

Sorry for the multiple posts! But...new-layout, and I upgraded to a Plus account because I wanted to make my own emoticons to match the layout...

I have to say that my most favourite emoti...pic...is the one that goes with 'devious', 'flirty', whatnot. You'll see it someday...!

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 04:21:11 GMT

OKAY quick post!

I'm writing for my Writer's Craft exam right now; you get a list of prompts, you choose one, and then you write whatever. I chose one. And then i started writing a horror story. I am now officially creeped out, scared, and I don't think I'm sleeping tonight. DDDD:

LGAJSHDJKASHJKDA. Damn it, exam!

P.S. He Lied About Death by Stars really isn't helping my irrational fear either.

P.P.S. My mum is watching a show downstairs; it's not a horror show, but an action show. Yet the music is creeping me out all the same.

P.P.P.S. I HATE THIS.

Mon, 04 May 2009 20:55:31 GMT

D-D-D-DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANCE PARTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

*rocks out*

Sun, 03 May 2009 22:20:57 GMT

...Roxas?

Nooo, Alex Pettyfer!

Recently I've been listening to the band We Are Scientists...excellent! Check 'em out here: Inaction

Another good song by them is "Nobody Move, Nobody Get Hurt". And "Chick Lit". And a ton of others!

Anyways, the fact of the matter is, Keith Murray (the lead singer) is absolutely gorgeous! And thus, this led to my creation of The List.

What is The List, you may ask? Well, quite simply, it's the creation of a group of teenage girls hanging out at lunch, and discussing random things. Or me being really bored while on Google. Thus, I give you The List (aka Five guys that you'd jump on the street if you saw them).

1. Keith Murray - He's just adorable, with his dancing and laughing. Not to mention he plays a very sexy cowboy in the music video for "Chick Lit"...

2. Gaspard Ulliel - Sexy French man, anybody? He's just gorgey.

3. Mitch Hewer - Sexy Brit accent and just sexy all around? Yes please.

4. Alex Turner - Brit accent, once again, and he's just so cute!!

5. Alex Pettyfer - See the picture above? At the top of the post? Yup...that's him. He's just...sexy.

(Additionals...)

Heath Ledger - ...he's dead. D:

Cillian Murphy - Married, with kids.

The purpose of this post? Abso-fucking-lutely nothing. I'm just bored and I decided to give a shout-out that I'm not dead...

WHAT'S YOUR LIST?

Sun, 07 Sep 2008 19:13:45 GMT

I HAVE A PLAN. FOR ENGLISH. I stare at the space beside his head. :D

Yesterday I saw two movies...technically three. Wall-E is so good~ And then we saw two at the theater...they wanted to see House Bunny, and it wasn't all that good. WASTE OF MY MONIES. I wanted to see Dark Knight again. *whine*

THEN we saw Death Race (my pick) and it was amazing~ Except I almost didn't get in lol, since it's 18A and none of us were 18.

Me: *asks for tickets*

Lady: How old are you?

Me: ... *lies* 18. (17, 18, what's the difference?!? I've seen the trailers and I know what to expect!)

Her: Do you have any identification?

Me: No...Ieft it at home *lielielie*

Her: Are you going with someone who's 18?

Me: Ummmm...yes, but they're not here yet. *liiiiiiiiiiiiie*

Her: Are you sure you don't have any ID?

Me: Yeah. W/e, I'll just get the House Bunny Ticket.

So my friend bought the Death Race one from the kiosk for me, and we waited until the person taking tickets was a teen before going in.

I have one thing to say to the lady: SUCK IT BITCH.

...how do I make myself look older anyways?!?

But it was scary at one point because the person taking tickets was the manager, so that was a bit of a scare.

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 19:49:10 GMT

... XD I had fun. :P It's a sequel type thing to the Sasuke 'Virgin Boy' ficcy I wrote way back when...oh dear. :P Yeah...remembering the comic that Mikari found also helped. XD

"...That's what he said."

http://fos-ff.net/viewstory.php?sid=35788

Tue, 05 Aug 2008 02:55:50 GMT

QUICK POST.

MOTHER IS BACK. D:< BOOOOOOOOOOOO.

And thank you for the picture Koneko~

I had fun last night though! Stayed up until 5 am. :P GOOD TIMES. XD

...I WISH SHE WOULD GO BACK TO WHEREVER SHE WENT. DX

Mon, 04 Aug 2008 02:54:57 GMT

I'm good. I'm having an awesome time. <3 XD Mother should go away more often. :D

Saw Dark Knight again last night~ It was awesome! Except NOBODY was laughing except for me, so I'd be snickering really loudly, and then sort of finish and trail off. It was LAME. D:<

The first audience I saw it with was WAY BETTER. AND. The people beside kept saying 'Two-face! Two-face!'. So annoying. D:> But better than Niquie with the screaming kid. X3 It was amazing...but people only laughed at the obvious bits...they didn't laugh at the burning firetruck (I thought that was clever), when the Joker's saying stuff in the truck, the bit where the Joker's making fun of the guy who was electrocuted, and all those things. D< LAME. OR the part in the building with the fireworks. NOTHING AT ALL.

Bat man's voice wasn't as funny this time around...but it was still an excellent movie. :D I can almost play it all in my head now. X3 Yes...I play movies in my head. Songs too...but movies are good. XD

Fri, 01 Aug 2008 20:49:33 GMT

I was bored...so I did memes. D:> On the bright side, I got out of a family thing with people who aren't actually family, and I'm going to see The Dark Knight again. :D

I took this from facebook...so I'm answering it facebook style. :D

Rules: Only answer True or False

Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? True for FB, False for LJ.
Q: Been arrested? False
Q: Kissed someone you didn't like? True
Q: Do you like someone? True
Q: Held a snake? True
Q: Been suspended from school? False
Q: Been fired from a job? False
Q: Sang karaoke? False
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? True
Q: Laughed until you started crying? False
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? True
Q: Kissed in the rain? False
Q: Sang in the shower? True
Q: Sat on a roof top? True
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True
Q: Broken a bone? False
Q: Shaved your head? False
Q: Played a prank on someone? True
Q: Made an ex girlfriend/boyfriend cry? False
Q: Shot a gun? True...ish.
Q: Donated Blood? False
Q: Had your heart broken? Tralse

LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with?
Elizabeth and Josh.

2. You texted?
Don't have a phone. D:>

3. You were in a car with?
Mum.

4. Went to the movies with?
Elizabeth and Josh. :P

5. Person you went to the shops with?
Elizabeth. XD

6. You talked on the phone?
...guess? Her name begins with an 'e'.

7. Made you laugh?
...does the Joker count? XD

8. You hugged?
...not really a hugging person...

10. You cried with?
Nobody.

WOULD YOU RATHER

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
Um...I dunno. I'd go for lip...but sure. Tongue. Why not. X3

2. Die in a fire or get shot?
Get shot. Or die getting shot in a fire, like in Ned Kelly. :P

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

1. Sun or moon?
Moon.

2. Winter or Fall?
...tough choice. Winter.

3. Left or Right?
Right.

4. Sunny or rainy?
Rainy~

5. Where do u live?
Canada. :3

6. Club or pub?
Club. :D

7. Is there one or two people who you can always trust and rely on?
Yup. ...I think. :P

8. Do you want to get married?
Not now, no.

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Twirl.

10. What time is it?
4:16 pm.

11. Are you afraid of commitment?
Depends on what and who with.

12. Are you gonna have an 18th party?
I doubt it.

13. Do you cook?
I'm like Ryan from the OC. My specialty is grilled cheese.

14. Current mood?
Triumphant and not at all guilty that I'm not surrounded by bitches and brats this weekend. :D

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone?
Nope.

2. Sang?
No.

3. Listen to music?
Of course.

4. seen someone you care alot about?
Yup.

5. Cried?
I haven't cried in a long while. :D

8. Liked someone you can't have?
Kind of? I dunno...

MEME #2 (This one is LONG.D:>)

ONE - Spell your name without vowels: Grc
TWO - Are you single? You know it!
THREE - Whats your favorite number? 5
FOUR - What color do you wear most? Black, blue, gray.
FIVE - Least favorite color? Neon anything. D:>
SIX - What are you listening to? Time & Confusion - Anberlin
SEVEN - What do you smoke? Nothing. Thought about it though. :P
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now? Could be worse.
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity? No...it's always that I look like someone they know. :P
TEN - What is your favorite class in school? ...Grade 10 maths. :D SO FUN ALL THAT TIME AGO...! I guess...for the last year it'd have to be Ancient Civs. We watched so many movies. :P
ELEVEN - Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie/AE? Nope.

TWELVE - How do you make money? Work.
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend? Er...Bella and Elizabeth.
FOURTEEN - Where did you go to school? Centennial.
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing? Depends?
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you? Me. :P
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes ? I dunno! My...really old orange ones. :D
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses? Yup! Only ones that look good on me. D:>
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now? Montreal.
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now? Nothing? Writing maybe.
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now? ...I honestly don't know.

HONEST SECTION
Honestly, what color is your underwear? Purple.
Honestly, whats on your mind? This long ass meme.
Honestly, what are you doing right now? The meme.
Honestly, have you done something bad today? Er...not by my standards. ;)
Honestly, do you watch Disney channel? Don't have cable, therefore, I only watch TV shows already on disc.
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? Elizabeth. Sheesh...
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? Em...not that I know of?
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? MOTHER DEAR. D<
Honestly, do you bite your nails? Nope. They're always too short...you have to cut them for violin and piano.
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? Anybody, really.
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now? Who isn't?
Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like? I did. She's not my friend anymore. :)
Honestly, are you in denial? About what?
Honestly, do you like anyone? ...I don't know. :P
Honestly, does anyone like you? If they do, they're doing an excellent job of keeping me in the dark.

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble? You know it~
Can you dance? Like an idiot.
Can you do a cart wheel? Sort of...I haven't tried in a while. :D
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? Never tried it. I can unwrap a Starburst in my mouth though. :P
Can you touch your toes? Yup.
Can you whistle? Barely.
Can you wiggle your ears? No.
Can you wiggle your nose? Not really...
Can you roll your tongue? Yeah~
Can you make a clover with your tongue? Just one with three petals.

ANGER SECTION
What do you do when you're mad? ...get mad. :P
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad? Um...gotten...mad?
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? I think so. XD
Do you swear when you're mad? HAHAHAHA yes.

CRYING SECTION
Ever really cried your heart out? ...what?
Ever cried yourself to sleep? No...cried before I went to sleep, yeah, but I always stopped well before I fell asleep.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? Nope.
Ever cried over the opposite sex? AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Let's think about Emo for a moment, and then laugh with me. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAyesHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Ever cried over the same sex? No...
Do you cry when you get an injury? Not anymore.
Do certain songs make you cry? Not yet. :/
Do certain movies make you cry? Yes. ;0; August Rush made me bawl at the scene where Frankie Highmore and Jonothan Rhys-Meyers meet for the first time. D': ...did I spell their names right? X3;;

HAPPY SECTION
Are you usually a happy person? I'm optimistic.
What makes you the happiest? Good food, good music, and good people. :D (Currently it's toasted chocolate chip bagels with butter, whatever I'm into now, and my friends. :D)
Does being with your friends make you happy? Of course! :D
Do you believe in yourself? ...er? I think so... :P THAT'S A GREAT ANSWER. XD
Do you wish you were happier? Define happiness, and then we'll talk. :P
Is being happy overrated? Sometimes. D:>
Can music make you happy? Look at the answer to the second question of this section. :)

LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken? ...I've never given it to anybody.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? No! WTF? I'm not THAT committed to someone! If it's their time to die, then they should die! XD ...that didn't come out as nicely as I wanted it to. :P
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said I love you to you? OMA. Emo. Three years ago (I STILL REMEMBER? WTF.). I still dunno if he meant it or not.

HATE SECTION:
Do you actually hate anyone? That's a strong word. :/
Ever made a hit list? Nope.
Have you ever been on a hit list? AHHAHA! Once. :P It was a joke.
Are you a mean bully? Not that I know of.
Do you hate George Bush? Nope. He's insignificant...doesn't even register of my radar. :P

SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
Is your self-esteem extremely low? I like to think not.
Are you good looking? Nope. *completely honest*
Do you wish you could be someone else? Why?

LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color? Black.
Current piercings? Just the ears...I'm going to get more done soon though. ;D
Have any tattoos? I want some! :P
Straight hair or curly?Straight.

CURRENTLY WEARING:
What shirt are you wearing? A teal tank top.
Pants: Jeans.
Shoes: None.
Necklace(s): None...I'm not much for jewelery. :/

HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone? Mmhm.
Been on the phone until the sun came up? Nope...almost though.
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants? No. XD
Laughed so hard you cried? Nuh-uh.
Got in a fight with someone? Verbal? Yes. Fistfight? No.

THE LAST:
Person you talked to in person? Mother. -_-++ She's pissed I'm not going tomorrow. :P But that's her issue.
Person you talked to online? I don't have MSN either...but if this and facebook count, then Niquie. :)
Person you talked to on the phone? Elizabeth. XD
Person you hugged? ...too far back. I don't remember. XD
Person you kissed? Also too far back...I don't remember. :P I don't kiss or hug a lot of people...if you can't tell. XD

RANDOM.
Do you like surveys? Depends what about.
What kind of shampoo do you use? Right now got2b. ...lame name, but it works. Ish.
Do you get along with your parents? Dad? No. Mum? Sometimes.
Do you have mental breakdowns? Had one once or twice.

CURRENT
Current mood: Bored.
Current music: You've Got Some Nerve - Mae, A Lack of Colour - Death Cab for Cutie
Current hair style: Down. Like always.
Current crush: I dunno...ask me after I've seen him a couple times. :P
Current windows open: Facebook, this, and chapters for stories as well as iTunes.
Current desktop picture? Allen, Kanda, and the Earl.
Current book: The Count of Monte Cristo. :3

THE DIDS:
Did you ever get into a fist fight in school? Almost. XD
Did you ever run away from home? AHAHAHA YES. XD IT WAS FUNNY. And cold.
Did you ever want to be a doctor? Nope.
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter? Fire STARTER. XD

THE DOS:
Do you know how to swim? Mmhm~
Do you like roller coasters? Unless they give me a headache...but yes. I do.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows? ...what reality shows?

THE DOES:
Does hair loss run in your family at all? No?
Does your car get good gas mileage? Don't ask me!
Does your family have family picnics? PFFFFFFFT.

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane? Yup.
Have you ever been asked out by someone? Yup. And he was an asshole. D<
Have you ever been to the ocean? No. ;-; *sobsob*
Have you ever painted your nails? When I was bored.

THE HOWS:
How did you find out about facebook/livejournal? Elizabeth coerced me for FB. :P As for LJ...I think it was Crys.
How many people are on your friend's list? FB...143. LJ...18, not including communities.
How many of them have you met in person? FB, everybody. :3 LJ...none. ;0;
How much money do you have on you right now? Er...$36.50. XD SO PRECISE! I got paid yesterday. :D :P

THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with? Elizabeth and Josh. This is like a repeat of the meme above. :/
Last thing someone said to you? "People already planned that you were going! And now you're saying you're not so last minute!" - Mother darling. ...I never said I was going. :P She just assumed I was, and never asked. Until today.
Last time you slept in all morning? Today~
Last thing you said out loud? "...I appreciate that, but I'm not going." XD

THE WHATS:
What are you listening to? You've Got Some Nerve - Mae
What is the weather outside? Warm and sunny. :D A light breeze, but not humid. XD
What radio station do you listen to? My iPod.
What was the last restaurant you ate at? ...I don't remember. XD I don't eat out a lot.
What was the last thing you bought? Er...a movie ticket. :D
What was the last thing you had to drink? Milk~
What was the last movie you watched? The Dark Knight~

THE WHOS:
Who is your newest friend you added to facebook/livejournal? LJ: stapledolphin, FB: Adrienne. Or SPP. :D ...I think it was Sean Pierre Pete~
Who was the last person you IM'ed? Nobody. D:>
Who was the last person you took pictures of? Nobody. :P

LONG MEME IS LONG.

Fri, 01 Aug 2008 03:20:47 GMT

So...since FOS screwed me over, I posted at Luna. XD I finally finished that Roxas story from ages ago about putting the 'ho' in hot and the 'sex' in sexy. XD

It's not smexed up anymore...I cut that part out. :P Admittedly there are some heavy bits because I thought I was going to be writing a lemon but...I was too lazy to change them around. XD Check it out? Maybe? :3

Title: Cleaning Up http://www.lunaescence.com/fics/viewstory.php?sid=7613&warning=17+

Summary: You're trying to clean up, but all Roxas wants to do is get dirty. You x Roxas

I LOVE THE DIALOGUE. XD

Thu, 31 Jul 2008 23:31:57 GMT

WTF happened to the games category at FOS?!? D<

Tue, 29 Jul 2008 03:04:41 GMT

OMA. (I'm stealing this Snow~ Hope you don't mind. XD) I just saw The Dark Knight~ I love it~ Joker? Friggin' awesome. Creepy, psycho, but so. Utterly. Amazing. For reals.

And...Batman's 'voice' makes me laugh. XD I was trying not to crack up every time he spoke...first time he did I couldn't hold it in so the people beside me were giving me funny looks. I'm sorry but...if you want to disguise your voice...try not to sound so...ya know?

The ending was kinda cheesy. :P But overall, definitely a good movie.

And the JOKER. (I'll miss you Heath.)

But STILL.

(And...to deviate from the traditional quote used...)

"Wanna know how I got these scars?"

WTF.

Sat, 26 Jul 2008 20:51:22 GMT

Um.

Still in shock here.

Remember way back when, when I said that I was so desperate that I message Emo? And that he never responded to anything before so I wasn't expecting anything?

HOLY SHIZ.

He ACTUALLY replied. (And was decent about it! And HELPFUL! AND NICE. *shockshockshock*)

...I think I'm going to go...hit my head against a wall or something.

P.S. Before I enter a self-induced coma? One last thing: I woke up this morning and my eyes were all red and puffy (they STILL are) from an allergic reaction to my comforter cover thing. Because there was PAINT on in. HOUSE PAINTING paint. So now I'm all red and itchy. D<

But seriously.

WTF.

Thu, 24 Jul 2008 01:57:01 GMT

Cut my hair today. Chopped it right off. Man...today just went by really...slowly. I slept for a long time (11 hours!! XD Someone called and woke me up. ;-;) but it's so. Slow. Anyways...mainly posting out of boredom. :P

I have yet to see The Dark Knight. ;0; But I'm going Monday~ :D

DrabbleDay

Tue, 22 Jul 2008 21:06:21 GMT

So...I really like this one. Feedback? ^^

Title: Red
Author: littleduck
Date: July 22nd, 2008
Fandom: Kingdom Hearts
Characters: Roxas x Reader
Prompt: 019 Red
Rating: G
Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts - Tetsuya Nomura does.
Author Note: Ooh~ I like this one! Er...a heartstring, if you haven't hear the legend (it's also called the red pinky string) is a string tied around two people's pinkies, and they're destined to be together. However, the string can snap or get knotted if the love is not strong enough, confusion, death....etc.etc. Phew...just exactly 300 words! But my word count counts ellipses '...' as a word...so technically it's 297 words!

Roxas’ favourite colour is not blue. It’s red.

Blue is the colour of the ocean, which he has never seen.

Red is the colour of his best friend’s hair.

Blue is the colour of the sunny sky that he rarely sees because he is forced to live in darkness.

Red is the colour part of the sky is painted during the sunset that he watches from the top of the clock tower.

Blue is the colour of the eyes that he feels are not his own.

Red is the colour that flushes your cheeks when he kisses you.

Blue is the colour of Naminé’s eyes boring straight into him and telling him he was never meant to exist.

Red is the colour of the construction heart you paste on his door on Valentine’s Day.

Blue-green is the colour of Riku’s eyes when he fights Roxas in The World That Never Was.

Red and white make the pearly pink of the hearts that float up to Kingdom Hearts (sometimes when he’s bored, he tries guessing which one will belong to him).

Blue is the colour of the glass floor in the place where he fights Sora.

Red is the colour of the lining of the jacket from you.

Blue is the colour of his and Sora’s eyes when they look at each other, and Roxas feels himself fading.

Red is—…— colour of the—… he gave—…-…-

Blue is the colour of Sora’s eyes when he realizes Roxas is gone.

Red is the colour of the heartstring tied to both of yours and Roxas’ pinkies.

Blue is the colour of the Sora’s eyes when he glimpses his reflection and sees only himself in the ocean coloured eyes.

Red is the colour of the broken heartstring, the ends frayed and knotted.

*****

Oh the angst! Oh the angst! XD

More The Universal Language pics

Sun, 13 Jul 2008 19:19:30 GMT

Um...just posting some pictures for the fourth chapter for the readers. You don't need to look is you don't want to. XD

This is just a relative guideline for the outfit you're wearing...nothing too fancy, and you can change the colours. :D

The shoes~ I love these shoes so much. :O

Side view.

Now onto the dress! Yes...that is me, and my ridiculously messy room. X3

Bottom of dress with shoes...

The dress itself.

Sat, 12 Jul 2008 03:11:22 GMT

OKAY.

HERE'S THE DAMN PLAN.

Soon, aka, really soon, Mikari, Hikou, Snow, Niquie, Kali, Nikki, Joy, Taiya, Koneko and I are going to move into a massive house. You may invite other people.

We are all going to be super, super, filthy rich because we'll be freaking amazing writers they sell lots of books that are made of win.

Mikari will also be a computer whiz with her kick ass compu skills. Hikou will be an assassin. Snow will be a bowling champ. Niquie will be a crazy good artist who makes pretty pictures. Kali will be married to C.W. and singing her song of the huge ass rock to be dropped on Cody's head; it'll be a chart topper. Nikki and I will be video game tester peoples, and Joy is going to be a hardcore smart person and we will live in a huge house away from the people who annoy us. Koneko can be a street racer who threatens all big trucks with her mad driving skills. ;D Taiya will spread the power of UCK.

Mikari, Hikou, and Snow will be part of an elite assassin/body guard group called the Turks and will rule the world!

...if you can't tell, I am seriously getting desperate here. I want this last year of high school to just fly by because I don't think I can stand another moment living here.

Yeah, I haven't decided what I want to do yet, but I am going to throttle someone if I can't get out of here soon enough!

I'm so freaking desperate, I even emailed Emo asking for help for uni programs.

I EMAILED EMO.

OF MY OWN FREE WILL.

WHERE'S MY F*CKING AWARD?

[end OOCness]

:D

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 22:40:29 GMT

This is what happens when I get bored. I go on crack, and I draw. And fail, miserably. XD Illustrations for The Universal Language...sneak-ish peeks at the other band and my horrible art skillz~ Yeah...I know my anatomy sucks and the proportions are everywhere...

Then...let's begin, shall we. XD

This is Kairi and Namine, her little lackey in their school unifroms. XD Yeah...so it's not that I hate Kairi or anything, she just annoys me. And because, I mean...her KH2 outfit? Kinda...slutty. Why would you wear a dress that short and sit with your knees to your chest? And especially when it opens three ways, and you didn't even finish zipping it properly?!? And Namine...she fucked Roxas' shit up. Enough said.

Kairi's body...skank. XD

Namine's body

Kairi's head

Namine's head (Okay...I think you get it. XD)

The yet to be revealed band; their name, that is. And they all look like they're in middle school...I can't help that I draw Sora and Roxas girly... :P And I must say...their expressions amuse me. Tidus is babbling about something or another, Sora is appropriately "WTF?", Roxas is all, "Idiot." and Riku's not even paying attention. XD But sonofabitch. Worst hair ever to draw? Tidus'. Sora's...not so bad. It was pretty easy, actually. Roxas' was kinda hard, but it was all good in the end. :D Riku's? Don't even get me started. It's difficult making it long and making him NOT look girly. Worst expression to draw? Tidus'...followed by Riku's. Sora and Roxas were a cinch.

Tidus and Sora and Roxas. So...as for their school uniforms...I don't know who's read Aishiteruze Baby? Anyways, they wear their school uniforms but they're allowed to wear slight variations of it...which is what happened here. And LOL...Sora fails at buttoning buttons, and Tidus fails at tying ties. And none of them have feet, because I suck at drawing feet. But Tidus would wear skater shoes, Sora and Roxas converses, and Riku...I dunno. XD ADIDAS. XD

Sora, Roxas, and Riku. Riku...you and your bitchy hair... *shakes fist* As cool as it is... *shakes fist some more*

Tidus and Sora...aw...Sora...your collar is wrinkly~ ^^

Roxas and Riku, who is trying to look cool with his slightly popped collar...PUNK.

Here's your sneak peek of the other band~ Axel's expression and hair...I HATE THEM. EFF YOU DAMN SPIKEY HAIR. *seeth* I like Cloud the best. :D And I want Demyx's shirt. ._. But that is neither here, nor there... And Leon. Oh man. I failed so hard with him...I couldn't for the life of me, make him look OLDER. At one point I was so tempted to change him to Marluxia because he had long, flippy hair and girlish lips...still does! *headdesk* And the thing the paper is on is my futon...that's my futon cover. :D

Axel and Demyx. Yes, that's a chakram on Axel's shirt. It was annoying to draw. And you might not be able to see it, but Demyx dear has his tongue, ear, and eyebrows pierced because I thought it would be amusing. <3 Axel is a smoker because flamer = smoker. XD Not really...

Cloud and Leon~ Cloud looked way better without hair...and his hair is a bitch to draw too. D< So it's half-assed. But not as half-assed as Leon. XD Cloud also has multiple peircings in his ear. :D

Close-up. Don't you love Axel's variation of the Org cloak? XD And I also hate drawing hands...which is why Demyx's are covered by his sleeves, Cloud's are behind his body (don't even ask), and Leon's are screwed up. :D

Head shot. Oh...btw? Demyx's hair? Easy. Why? He's the kid with the crazy mullet mohawk going on, and I can't draw Leon's hair. TT^TT

Cloud and Leon close-up...and yes that's my comment about Leon, because BOO! is right. D< Damn girly man...

Cloud up close~ Fuzzy!

Leon up close. *dies*

They're both so fuzzy. XD

Yeah...they're photos 'cause I don't own a scanner. Drawn with a regular pencil (GASP!) on paper without being all neatened up on photoshop since i don't have it, or a tablet. D:

I've done 78 of the 120 stupedist things.

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 22:25:00 GMT

Finished The OC season two last night/this morning...so epic but predictable and whatnot~ I want the third season so badly~!

Meme stolen from koneko21~

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 1

Level 2
( ) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 2

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 5

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain (Going next year~)
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking (I'm got control. XD Ish.)

SO FAR: 6

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 9

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Can't Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 13

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 18

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledging (I'm assuming sledging on a sled? ^^;;)
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game (It's called Cheat for a reason... XD)
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO far: 23

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 24

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 27

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 29

Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR : 31

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 35

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 39

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Coloured With Crayons / Coloured Pencils / Markers
( ) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 41

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose (Almost!)
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 43

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus (And received a generic, totally fake letter in reply. Destroyed my faith in him.)
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

SO FAR: 47

Level 19
(x) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Travelled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 50

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 51

Level 22
( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top (I should do that later... XD)

SO FAR: 53

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
( ) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about (Everybody's GONE!)

SO FAR: 55

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 58

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
(x) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 60

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger (I don't think cute counts... ._.U)
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 63

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 65

Level 28
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
( ) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x) French Braided Some ones Hair (And failed. Miserably.)
(x) Gone Skinny Dipping
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House

SO FAR: 71

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone (XD)
( ) Been Black Mailed (People just say it anyways without blackmailing me. D:< Wait...that's a good thing. ...I think)

SO FAR: 74

Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 78

Level 32
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Flattened someone's tires
( ) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

TOTAL: 78

Repost this with the title:
I've Done ___ of the 120 stupidest things

Hm...78/120. >.>;; *doesn't know if that's good or bad...*

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 20:55:18 GMT

Updated SP (6th chapter!) and KHC and ACC on FOS...and then uploaded nearly everything on Luna. I'm fricken' DONE. Oh...and completed day one of my challenge for DrabbleDay. :3

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 19:26:50 GMT

I joined DrabbleDay because Nikki said I should. XD

This meme was from Hikou and Mikari...

Do you have trouble deleting your text messages?
Don’t have a phone. D:>

How many different houses have you lived in throughout your life?
Er…two…? Moved three years ago from a two-story house into a townhouse…

When at the computer, is it hard to type in the dark or do you NEED a light on?
Doesn’t matter. The monitor lights it up for me.
How are you right this second?
Lazy. :P Just ate…

Is this weekend going to be good?
I hope so. :D I’m going to watch The OC (second season).

Would you rather buy a CD from a store, or burn it off of the computer?
I’ll buy it if I can’t find all the songs off the Internet. XD I’m going to go to the mall and pick up a couple…as well as a b-day present for my friend. :P

Is your room clean and tidy or messy?
Messy. I suck at tidying up…

Would you rather rent or buy movies?
Rent if I’ve never seen it, buy if I watch it over and over again. :D

Have you ever crawled through a window?
I think…can’t remember, but I do have a vague recollection of doing something like that…

Do you like to take walks?
Sure. I walk home from school all the time, and to school most of the time. Not to mention I live close to a lot of places…aka the grocery store, library, mall, food plaza, etc…

How's your heart lately?
Er…heart-ish?

Do you worry a lot?
Depends.

Do you mind being cold?
If I’m all alone without a friend/person I know relatively well to stand really close next to.

What song are you listening to?
Modern Swinger – The Pink Spiders…it just changed. Honey and the Moon – Joseph Arthur

Are you afraid of falling in love?
Eh…don’t know don’t care. I’m happy being single right now thanks… XD Yeah…completely contrary to most females my age in high school. :3 What can I say? I’m UNIQUE. :P

Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Yes. D: All my really close hang-out friends are gone…one out of the country, one is working all summer, one is out of the city all summer, one is MOVING out of the city, and the rest are all on vacation. IT SUCKS. The only person available is the one person I HATE to hang out with because she’s bitchy 24/7. D: And bossy. >.>;;

When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep?
Of course! I can’t help it… I used to be getting up at crazy early hours when I was 12/13 despite staying up late because I’d bike to school…and it took 45 minutes to bike there, and now I’m too tired to do much anything.

Who was the last person you sat next to?
Nobody. That’s how utterly empty and boring my life is right now.

Has your mom or dad ever been arrested?
LOL. Yes. Dad has…little bastid. D:<

Is there a difference between the word 'best friend' and 'friend?
…yeah? You can call anybody you kinda sorta know a friend, but…er…yeah. I’m shutting up now.

Has anybody on your top ever admitted to liking you?
…bzuh?

Do you miss anyone?
All the people that are GONE this summer. TT^TT As well as SPP because he was crazy cool. :D

Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone?
Define sincerely? I dunno…I’m so dense about these things it takes me three weeks to figure out that my stomach twists when I see them because I like them, and not because I’m hungry. XD SERIOUSLY.

When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
Er…last week? Last day of school? He smells really good. Like…REALLY good.

Can you touch your toes?
Yeah. :D *just tried it* X3

Do you have any tattoos/piercings?
Ears pierced, gonna get a second piercing in them, want a tattoo but I have to wait (underage and mother does not approve), but my sister is going to become a tattoo artist so…I won’t have to wait very long? I hope? I have braces but once I get them off I might get snakebites. XD Just to piss mum off.

Are you afraid to grow up?
Who isn’t? …don’t answer that.

Who were you with last night?
WESLEY FROM THE PRINCESS BRIDE. ♥

Can you count past 100?
In English, French, and Cantonese. :P

What language do you want to learn?
Spanish. Going to Spain over March Break (school trip!!!) so…I might want to know a couple key phrases? I already know how to ask ‘Where’s the bathroom?’ though…so I’m pretty good. :P

Do you care what people think of you?
I blame society and the strange and often annoying desire to conform. But yes…kind of. I’ll make sure I look half-decent most of the time, you know…hygiene and whatnot, but I just let my mouth run most of the time. :D

Would you call yourself smart?
I’m academically inclined in certain subjects. XD

Plans for tomorrow?
Watch The OC…maybe get my learner’s permit/G1 for driving~

Is anything wrong?
Is anything never wrong?

Do you have a good relationship with your parent(s)?
Kinda…sorta…eh. Dad, no. Haven’t seen him in nine years. Mum…sort of? She’s tolerable, but she does piss me off. Enough that I’m moving away from home for university, and trying to ensure that she’s not going to move with me. D:>

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Brushing my teeth.

What's your favorite season?
I don’t mind any season…I just don’t like slush and extreme humidity.

Last thing you ate/drank?
Strawberry strudel and water.

Have you ever ran with scissors?
Nope. I have tried somersaulting down the stairs though.

Most visited web page?
Er…Facebook, Gaia, FOSFF, Lunaescene, DeviantART, Hotmail

Coke or Pepsi?
Coke. Either. I don’t care…I like Fresca better anyways. XD

Looking forward to something this weekend?
Er…watching The OC?

How many siblings do you have?
Two sisters, both older. By a lot.

Do you have any pets?
Used to have a samurai fighting fish…but it died. I suck at taking care of pets that I don’t constantly know they’re there. Dogs, cats, I’m good. Fish and turtles? …not so much. And no birds.

What's your favorite number?
5? I dunno…

What are you watching right now?
The computer.

Do you know how to swim?
Swimming lessons for forever. Failed level 12…but oh well.

Have you known any of your friends your whole life?
Er…since Grade 7? Most of my friends in elementary school turned out to be bitchy in high school...they didn’t like me any more after I stopped being bitchy. XD

Where do your friends live?
Er. In their homes?

Have you lost or forgotten a friends phone number?
Mm…not yet.

Do you currently like someone?
…I don’t actually know. D:>

Do you enjoy drama?
Depends on what kind of drama, and who’s involved in it. Or else I just don’t care.

What do you want right now?
Money, damn it.

MEME FROM RENA_REMY

Book meme: Top 100 books
The Big Read thinks the average adult has only read six of the top 100 books they've printed below.

1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicise those you intend to read
3) Underline the books you LOVE.
4) Reprint this list in your own LJ so we can try and track down these people who've read 6 and force books upon them.

1 Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
2 The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte (Ever since I read ‘The Eyre Affair’ by Jaspar Fforde…)
4 Harry Potter series - JK Rowling (7^th book seemed too clean and a little bit too cheesy. :/ THIRD BOOK IS THE BEST!)
5 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee (Grade 9 curriculum… BLEH.)
6 The Bible (Oh man…I should get on that. I’ve forgotten nearly all my Bible stories from Sunday School)
7 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8 Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman (:D)
10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11 Little Women - Louisa M Alcott (Loved that book when I was younger…)
12 Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13 Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14 Complete Works of Shakespeare
15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien (Ditto)
17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18 Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger (*did not know he murdered a Beatle*)
19 The Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20 Middlemarch - George Eliot
21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24 War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25 The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26 Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27 Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29 Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll (Recently finished reading it…Lewis Carroll…you are one weird man.)
30 The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame (I read this a long time ago…this is the one about the mole, right?)
31 Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32 David Copperfield - Charles Dickens (Also read it a while ago…)
33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis (Finished them ages ago, tried to re-read them and only got to the end of Pricne Caspian. XD)
34 Emma - Jane Austen
35 Persuasion - Jane Austen
36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - C.S. Lewis (Is this not a part of the Chronicles of Narnia?)
37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38 Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40 Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne (XD)
41 Animal Farm - George Orwell
42 The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44 A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery (Loved them back then…XD)
47 Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48 The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding (Grade 10 curriculum…actually not that bad. :/)
50 Atonement - Ian McEwan
51 Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52 Dune - Frank Herbert
53 Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55 A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57 A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58 Brave New World - Aldous Huxley (Grade 11 curriculum…best ‘discussion’ ever was when a student in my English class with Asperger’s…I don’t think I spelled that right…started yelling at the teacher and asking him if he liked books like Brave New World, and if he found it pleasurable. XD)
59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon (Weird book… :/)
60 Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck (Grade 10 curriculum)
62 Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov (Never heard of it, but it’s called LOLITA damn it. XD I think it’ll be funny.)
63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64 The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold (Apparently weird, but really good.)
65 Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
66 On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68 Bridget Jones' Diary - Helen Fielding (XD)
69 Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie
70 Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71 Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens (“Please sir, I want some more!”)
72 Dracula - Bram Stoker
73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett (Also when I was younger…is it about that bitchy kid in the wheelchair?)
74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75 Ulysses - James Joyce
76 The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78 Germinal - Emile Zola
79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80 Possession - AS Byatt
81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84 The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85 Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87 Charlotte's Web - EB White (Grade 1 story time~! And Grade 5 curriculum)
88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom (Read it last year after watching the movie…)
89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle (Once again…when I was younger)
90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91 Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92 The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94 Watership Down - Richard Adams
95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96 A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97 The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98 Hamlet - William Shakespeare (Wouldn’t this fall under complete works of Shakespeare?)
99 Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl (♥ )
100 Les Miserables - Victor Hugo

LOL. YOU LOSE BIG BOOK. Then again, I'm not an adult, and I'm definitely not average. XD

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 03:52:01 GMT

OMG NEW LAYOUT. :D Simple, but I'm an html-tard so... XD

IT'S LAVI. :O

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 02:47:34 GMT

HAPPY CANADA DAY! *throws confetti* Moar update tomorrow. :3

Thu, 26 Jun 2008 21:59:21 GMT

1. Pick a character, pairing, or fandom you like for each drabble.
2. Turn on your music player and put it on random/shuffle.
3. Write a ficlet related to each song that plays. You only have the time frame of the song to finish the ficlet; you start when the song starts, and stop when it's over. No lingering afterwards!
4. Do ten of these, then post them!

The titles are links to the songs on YouTube.

1. Roxas – Kingdom Hearts: I’m Shakin’ - Rooney

Sitting bolt upright in his bed, the blond teen clutched a hand to his pounding heart and shook his head to clear the haze that was clouding his mind. Bright blue eyes darted around the room as he tried to discern what was normal and was not in his room. The shadows that twisted their way around the room did nothing to help him as he struggled to pierce the murky darkness.

He shivered, feeling foolish for being so afraid of a lingering nightmare that was still there, restless in the back of his mind. But no matter how hard he tried to recall it, he couldn’t. He clutched the sheets around himself, fingers numb and stomach twisting.

All he remembered was a flash of silver as swords (keyblades) clashed and sparked, screeched as feet twisted and turned on slippery stone in search of a grip. There was the faintest lingering smell of rain that had been pounding down, drops of water sliding down a long coat. His hood had been pulled up to hide mussed blond spikes.

And as the blond boy finally wrote off the dream and tried to sleep, all he could remember was how much he hated this boy called Sora. And how the Heartless had disgusted him. And how when he had pressed a clammy hand to his chest, there hadn’t been a steady thump-thump-thumping beneath his palm.

2. Riku – Kingdom Hearts: Glorious Day – Weezer

He knew there was still a part of that 15 year old lingering in his heart. When he stood by the curved paopu tree and stared out into the vast ocean, he couldn’t help but wish for the freedom he had been denied for the past two years.

The raft seemed like a distant dream now, something that had slipped away and run through his fingers like sand. Riku sighed and ran a hand through his hair, wishing, not for the first time, that he could’ve changed. That all those years ago he hadn’t opened the door, hadn’t let the darkness consume him and skew his judgment.

There was a time, he remembered, when he had been a tiny boy, one with dreams to start a journey, start a new life, something, anything that would break the monotony of life on Destiny Islands. And now here he was, years later and wishing for the same thing.

Riku tilted his head up and smiled bitterly up at the sky.

Too late now.

3. Kairi – Kingdom Hearts: Mr. Brightside – The Killers

She was being stupid, and she knew it. She hated that part of her that had had all those ideals, which still had the ideals of a perfect life. She felt so terribly alone when she saw them together, laughing, holding hands, smiling and excluding her. Taking in a shuddering breath, Kairi tried to force the image from her mind as she rolled over onto her side, pulling the covers with her.

She had always thought that Sora would be hers, that they would be the perfect couple, married with two and a half kids, and a white picket fence. The dog was optional. But now that her dream was shattered, simply because of a secret coming out, a reciprocation of feelings and a shy, awkward kiss, she was left alone. She had been certain that it was only a kiss, only something trivial and sure to be forgotten in a few days.

But she had never known the relationship would last so long. It hadn’t been fragile, shallow, and superficial. The bond they shared, she now realized, was far stronger than the one she was currently sharing with the cinnamon haired boy. She was so terribly alone, and she wondered if it was retribution for her past actions. Was this her punishment for constantly taking Riku out of the picture when they were younger?

Was this her fate, to sit still and watch her best friend and love live and get married to another person?

It was her punishment.

And she hated it.

4. Axel – Kingdom Hearts: The Bad Thing – Arctic Monkeys

Axel was terribly pleased with his appearance. He grinned and tugged on the collar of his white shirt, smirking at his reflection. Casually, he pulled off the golden band on his fourth finger and tossed it on the dresser without a second glance. Another smirk, another miniscule adjustment before heading out the door.

Upon reaching the bar, he opened the door and entered, breathing in the musky scent of smoke, sweat, and alcohol. Raucous laughter filled his ears and his bright green eyes caught onto a pair of pretty blue ones. A cattish smile, and he was beside her, slinging a casual arm around her as he grinned, smirking and chatting while simultaneously ordering a drink.

Maybe he was twisted. This was his next life, his second chance, and here he was wasting it away cheating and picking up women at the bar.

But he had been a traitor before…so why break tradition?

5. Demyx – Kingdom Hearts: Teddy Picker – Arctic Monkeys (This one takes a while before it gets to the song)

He supposed it came with fame. He shrugged on his black jacket, slinging his guitar over his shoulder as he stepped from his dressing room. A pair of sunglasses, despite the pitch black sky outside. He stepped out of the graffiti covered door, glad that for once there wasn’t a screaming mass of fans there to greet him, to pull greedily at his clothes, at his hair, greasy little fingers pawing at his face and body.

He shrugged his shoulders to nobody in particular, scowling at the lurking paparazzi at the corner who was surely to try and snatch a quick picture of him leaving, of his bruised and bloodied fist and the growing shadow of purple beneath his eye. Demyx vaguely remembered his life as a Nobody, as the shy, bumbling fool who hated fighting, and who only wanted to sit and play music, music, MUSIC to his heart’s content. And now he had it, and look at where he was?

At the top of the pyramid, sitting quite comfortably on the mass of ‘should-have-been’s and ‘yet-to-be-discovered’s and he hated it. Screw the fucking mob. He hated being someone that everybody painted him to be: the winner, the musician, the idol. They didn’t know him. They didn’t know him at all.

And even though he could feel that odd weight in his chest, even though he had what he had wanted so long ago, Demyx couldn’t help but feel very, very lonely.

6. Sora – Kingdom Hearts: All These Things That I’ve Done – The Killers

He felt so utterly useless! He’d saved the world, lived through several battles, killed, hacked and slashed his way to his friends, and felt no remorse for what he’d done. And he’d come back to this. He stared at the twin graves where his parents lay, a tear slipping down his nose and dropping onto the smooth marble headstone before him.

He didn’t even try to plaster on a fake smile; he didn’t have it in him. Roxas wasn’t saying anything from where he was, curled up in a corner of his consciousness, but he could feel the venomous and reluctant message that his Nobody was telling him.

You deserve it.

Maybe. Maybe he did. After all the things he’d done, this was what he deserved. To feel the loss that Axel had, the pain that Demyx had, and the longing for something to be changed, to be different! The sunny optimism wouldn’t help him now. He had nowhere to run, nowhere to hide from the grief that was pounding in his head, nowhere to run from the accusations that Roxas was silently telling him.

“I’m sorry,” he managed to mumbled, choking on his tears. He had saved, slaughtered, and hacked purely because he had to! As saviour of the worlds, the Keybearer, he had to kill, had to destroy what was the best for the worlds. And though he knew this was true, he knew he wasn’t fit to be a murderer. The blood, the darkness on his hands made him want to vomit, made him want to curl up and never wake up.

It wouldn’t go away though. He knew it. And all he was doing was pulling himself down for past transgressions that had to be done. And he knew that his life was changed. Death, killing, fighting, he wanted to put it all behind him. But he was changed. Roxas was proof of that. Of the time spent fighting, of the truth of his murders, and of the other side of his heart.

And Sora wished that he could take everything back.

7. Kurama – Yu Yu Hakusho: I Bet that You Look Good on the Dancefloor – Arctic Monkeys

He didn’t belong in a club. But here he was, and Kurama was certain that the only way to survive the night was to drown himself in liquor and hope that everything would go away. It wasn’t characteristic of the former Meiou student to turn to alcohol, but given the amount of looks he had received and the amount of prepositions that were flowing in, he felt that he deserved a damn drink.

He turned to look at the dancefloor, strobe lights dancing and twisting through smoke and haze and fog as emerald eyes turned and glanced lazily at the occupants of the club. And his breath caught. He felt something twist in his gut as he watched a girl dance, watched the sensual and sexual way her body was twisting and turning, sliding and moving. She smiled, and he managed a weak lift of his lips in response. He licked his lips, catching the last few golden drops of whiskey lingering around his mouth, and with a final gulp, he made his way to her.

Pushing through bodies, forcing people aside, eyes lighting on his goal and when she wrapped her arms around his neck, he let the haze come.

8. Yuki – Fruits Basket: Little Razorblade – The Pink Spiders

Obsessed. That’s what he was. And with a girl, no less. She was bright, fiery, and he felt that every time he got too close to her, he was burned. She was dangerous, sexy, and sharp, with a razorblade smile on her blood-red lips. And he loved it. There was something dangerous in her; something tantalizingly frightening and he knew he was going to be hurt. But the silver-haired Sohma could care less.

Yuki knew there was something wrong with how utterly fascinated with her he was. There was something in his head twisting his sense of propriety and ruining his decency. He had been afraid that one night they had been alone together, but he’d taken the plunge, diving in and kissing her clumsily on her lips. She’d grinned (oh that damn smile) and he kissed him back, and everything was just a rush from there. Clothes falling like leaves from a tree, hands on skin, hands on flesh, lips on lips.

And then the next day she’d just abandoned him. Left him and acted like nothing had ever happened. And it had driven him mad.

And now that her poison was out of his system, now that he was waking up and his sense of propriety and decency had been reawakened and he finally regained his moral code, he supposed there was something wrong with how he had reacted.

But as he wiped the razorblade on the towel and marveled at the bright colour of red against white, he supposed it was okay.

Just this once…he’d let himself go.

9. Lavi – D. Gray-man: Modern Swinger – The Pink Spiders

He wasn’t stupid. He knew everybody thought he was, with the way he had fallen for those Akuma, obsessing over them, flirting with them, and basically making a fool of himself, but he wasn’t stupid. He had known they were dangerous. He had known they were Akuma. He wasn’t entirely ready to give his heart to anybody at the moment, let alone somebody trying to kill him.

But there was something oddly disturbingly beautiful about how that pretty face had shredded and transformed into cold, unfeeling metal, guns ready and pointed at him, bullets flying out and a gruesome face twisted and ready to kill. And he supposed it was funny how readily he had destroyed them, hammer swinging out and giving a glancing, but an effective blow to end their life, if that’s what you could call it. One second he’d been fawning over her face, her hair, her clothes, her body, and next minute he was smashing her with his hammer.

Lavi tugged on his eye patch and let a wry smile pull at his lips.

He really was twisted.

10. Cloud – FFVII/Kingdom Hearts: We’re All On Drugs - Weezer

Something was wrong with him. But he didn’t try to think about it as he pressed down on the injector, letting another vial of Mako flow into his blood, flow into his body as he jerked a little, body stiffening for a moment before relaxing. Letting the black cape fall back in place over his arm, Cloud let out a heavy sigh.

It was wrong, the way he was taking the Mako every day, taking it like it was just water he was putting inside him, like it was something he needed. If there was one thing he had liked about the Geostigma, it was that it had covered the track marks dotting his arm.

But he needed it. He needed it more and more very day. Every day he saw somebody else die, somebody else get hurt, saw every memory of the people he had lost, and he needed a brief moment to forget, to gain more strength, more power to just end everything once and for all.

He was sure he could stop…eventually. Surely it couldn’t be that hard…just stop taking it. Just stop pushing the needle past skin and into his veins. Just stop pressing down and feeling an odd sort of relief as the Mako merged with blood that surged into his brain. He’d be able to stop once this war was over, once everything was finished.

But until then (were his eyes glowing in the dark?) one more wouldn’t hurt.

Wow...they're all so angsty and dark. X3